Thursday, July 3, 2008

Natalie Doodalie


Natalie models her new car seat. No, no--I know, you thought they were cup holders, but they're not. They are the latest in safety, and Graco, in their brilliance have designed new foot cups. They are terribly comfortable, as you can see. All the kids have them now.
Natalie next to a powerful achievement in mega bloks--with a little guidance from Daddy. We cannot remember what the impressive structure was, but, then there is a new one every day just about. She learned the word "symmetry" the other day while working on one of these with John. Neat to hear your 3 year old say "symmetrical." Let's see if she asks for it for breakfast.
Sick day. Nat had a fever--this was a couple of weeks ago. She conked out watching TV. Poor little mouse; aren't they pitiful when they're sick? I remember being sick when I was little. It would hit me like a brick wall. Little people get fevers at the drop of a hat--and fevers just feel awful. Anyway, she's on the mend now.

John Takes all the Good Pics

Like this one--what a shot. I don't think I'm patient enough anymore. Plus, I'm usually herding the children, so that's a disadvantage. I just fire away and hope for the best.


Natalie is reading "Pancakes, Pancakes" by Eric Carle. She "reads" it about 3 times a day. Well, she can recite most of it to you by heart. So if you'd like a performance, just ask. And if you need something to do, you can by all means read it to her. We thought it only fitting to include this in the blog, since this is a familiar scene in the home. Natalie reading "Pancakes" is like brushing your teeth. It happens all the time.

Daddy's Girl

Hammock Time

Could Olivia be any sweeter? What a cuddly girl! She loves to cuddle with Mommy and Daddy. She's started saying "mm-mmm" when you give her hugs now--makes us want to get out our checkbook...( :



The low humidity has afforded some great moments for the hammock. We love our sweet spot when the shade is just right.

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

Miscellaneous Family Happiness



Natalie completes a puzzle; Olivia crawls; the vibe is lazy afternoon. This is what we do much of the time. The hours just tick away between puzzles and naps, diapers and juice cups. Good days. I'm afraid they'll be gone before we know it. Sigh.

FIRST STEPS!!!


We don't have a video yet--but soon!!
Here's a genuine picture of Olivia's first steps!! Sorry the picture is fuzzy. She turned 11 months old yesterday, so in honor of her 11 month birthday, I guess she thought she'd walk. Good timing, Olivia! Today's post is lengthy--so much news! In addition to the walking, Olivia is getting 3 upper teeth! Her left front tooth and one to the left of that (can't remember the name) came in last week or the week before, and this week the right front tooth is coming in. She's been grinning with her bottom two teeth for some time.

Olivia and her blanket



Here's a little video of Olivia monkeying around with her blanket. She mauls the camera a little, too. We don't put a blanket in the crib with her anymore at bedtime--for a short while we had started, but then she discovered the joys of playing with it. Now, I believe it is one of her favorite toys. She gets so excited. One night I heard her fussing, and I thought Natalie was bothering her, but when I went in to check on her, Natalie was in the bed. Olivia was stuck under the blanket and looked like a little ghost going trick-or-treating. It was SO funny. Her little arms were waving around under the blanket. She looked like Casper. She had been fussing for some time, so apparently, she couldn't get out from under the blanket. I know, you're all screaming SIDS!!! We don't leave it in the crib anymore--monkey that she is, she just wallows around in it and plays. We want her to go to sleep!

Fuzzi Bunz



Olivia, sporting her new cloth diapers--they're called "Fuzzi Bunz." They go on like disposables--very easy. We're keen on them so far. No leaks this morning after sleeping all night in them. We're excited about the savings, being green, and comfort. Olivia seems happy.

Natalie's First Haircut!


Well, would you believe it? I've never cut her hair! It curls up so sweetly, I just never thought I needed to. But lately it began to look damaged on the ends whenever I brushed it, so we lopped off an inch or so. I didn't get an after picture, but there will be plenty coming up soon. She looks about the same. Nothing dramatic. I saved a little curl for her scrapbook. Sweet baby curls. She's still my baby.

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

Head Lines

I went to the neurologist yesterday. I was clawing for an appointment last week when I felt lousy, so I actually saw a nurse practitioner--who was fine, no complaints. I think I know everything there is to know about migraines. I said I'd like to know more, meaning on a clinical level, is there anything you can tell me--but she gave me a headache diary. That would be like saying you'd like to get into the classics more and having someone give you a book on phonics. Anyway, she admitted it wasn't great for information. She told me all about this new drug and how it works, but I already knew about it--the combination of anti-inflammatories and imitrex is more effective in clinical trials than either taken alone. I don't say all of this out of pride, just to say that at least I'm up on what is out there. There's nothing new that I've missed or don't know about that I'm not doing. Sigh. So the plan is for me to stay on Topamax for prevention of migraines for the next 6 months-1 year. Unfortunately, at my age, my hormones are likely contributors to the migraines, and they won't settle down for years (decades--like until menopause!!). But I can't stay on Topamax for that long. So I'll come off of it after a good long stretch. Then, we'll see how bad the migraines are. Maybe they'll slow down or won't be so severe. She said "Oh, if they're down to, like 2-4 a month, that would be better." But, that's really about as severe as they've ever been. I've never had more than that. I explained that they last for 2-3 days, and 4 migraines a month lasting 2-3 days means I'm sick for half the month--and recovering or gearing up to be sick the rest of the month. I might as well be dead. I don't think most people's migraines are this severe. I'm not sitting on the couch sipping ginger ale and watching TV. I'm dragging back and forth between the toilet, the bed, and the chair trying to get comfortable. I'm not sleeping or fully awake, and on the first day, I'm vomiting about 10-15 times. I lost about 6 pounds with the last migraine. So when I reviewed this with her, it clarified the severity, I guess, and underscored the need for prevention. There's a tissue box in the lobby with smiling women on it that says I can go to "mywaywithmigraines.com" for more information. Four blisteringly happy women, one on each panel of the box gleam at me to visit the site. The joy of migraines. I just don't want "my way with migraines." "My way" is no migraines. And the smiling? I just imagine--"Now I can have migraines anytime I want them..." smiles the woman sideways, happily arranging flowers on her dining room table. mm hmm. I feel like I'm in an old movie sometimes--one that just ends. And you sit there thinking, "huh? was that their idea of a happy ending? was that weird? was it supposed to be saying something?" I think I've said this to several people before: This whole experience often leaves me feeling like I'm on Pluto. I don't know how to describe it. I'm not saying this for me, (it just gives me new perspective as a nurse if/when I go back to work); but if you know someone sick, pray for them and be sweet--it's hard to describe how alien and humbling an ongoing illness is.

Monday, June 9, 2008

How do you like to go up in a swing,



Up in the air so blue?
Oh, I do think it the pleasantest thing
Ever a child can do!

Up in the air and over the wall,
Till I can see so wide,
Rivers and trees and cattle and all
Over the countryside--

Till I look down on the garden green,
Down on the roof so brown--
Up in the air I go flying again,
Up in the air and down!
--Robert Louis Stevenson

The Nat-ster got a swing a couple of weekends ago, and boy is it the best toy we ever bought! Other than wanting to be pushed all of the time, she is so happy to be outside when she remembers her swing! It keeps her busy for a long time. She loves to play outside, but I think she gets a little bored sometimes. This has been a nice spark. She's already screaming "higher, higher!"

Life is Just...


We had these at breakfast on Sunday morning along with cinnamon rolls. All the antioxidants in the cherries were busy rounding up the free radicals making mischief from the white flour and fat in the rolls... they cancel each other out, right? The bowl was so catching I whisked it away for a picture before the pretty mound was gone. "In everything give thanks, for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus." Happy morning.

Thursday, June 5, 2008

Sweeties




We enjoyed the deck yesterday before the heat made it soupy outside. Olivia might have eaten a few things off of the deck, I'm not sure. We try to keep that to a minimum, but it's much harder with the second. She spends more time in the crib for that reason. The sheer delight that comes over her face when she's allowed to crawl freely is adorable. We're hoping to pull out the little plastic pool this weekend (woo-hoo!) so that should afford some sweet moments. Until it all turns into cold grassy soup. But I hear it's going to be in the 90s for the rest of the week--so we'll give it a try.

Wednesday, June 4, 2008

My Head, Part II

Ughhhhh............. I spoke too soon! If you read the last post on my head, you'll recall my confidence in being migraine free. That was posted about 12 hours before another migraine which lasted for about 3 days, left me 6 pounds lighter and had me reeling through the weekend. Cookout? No thanks. Family over? Nah. I'll just writhe around for a few days until my head falls off... Sorry. Enough whining. Apparently, I have another outbreak of these monsters. My back is achy, and I wake up at 5am every morning with a headache, which tells me that things are unsettled and my central nervous system is ready to revolt any minute. CARPE DIEM! Today was a gift. No migraine today, so we are thankful. I have an appointment next Tuesday with my neurologist. We'll see what can be done. Lobotomy? The Mayo clinic's website was encouraging this week. I learned something new about combining meds. There is also a new migraine med coming out this year. On another note, being absolutely beyond fed up with these headaches, Hebrews 12 was of particular help to me. I am reminded of the new covenant I am under--the gracious mediator Jesus Christ whose blood I am under, and the Living God who I pray to--not an angry mountain ready to destroy me, but a compassionate Redeemer who hears. Not only that, but Psalm 95 reminds me: "come, let us worship and bow down, and kneel before the Lord, our Maker. For he is our God and we are the people of His pasture, and the sheep of His hand." In the midst of my frustration again this morning, I looked for direction, and the Lord was so faithful to point me to Hebrews 12:28, "Therefore let us be grateful for receiving a kingdom that cannot be shaken, and thus let us offer to God acceptable worship, with reverence and awe, for our God is a consuming fire." So here is my place--to faithfully endure hardship, and to offer acceptable worship to a most worthy God. I'm grateful to know what to do with myself. Over and over the Lord patiently directs me to remember that I am just His, and to patiently endure with hope, not despair. To be cheerful and offer praise, not to be full of self pity and doubt. Well that is the target. It is my fervent prayer that I am honoring Him in this way--in His grace and strength, of course. Grace and peace to you in your struggles.

Friday, May 30, 2008

Olivia Can

New things Olivia Pants can do

Stand on her own (pretty steady!!!)

feed herself

play peek-a-boo with a blanket (picks up a blanket and covers her face)

say "Ma Ma" and "No No"

Natalie Can

New things the Nat-ster can do (within the last month or two):

Color, not scribble, staying inside thick lines--our latest achievement

40-piece puzzles! sometimes still takes encouragement...

fold napkins--not for a wedding, but...

feed Ladybug

Camping

We went camping. Just like that. After a week under a rock, we crawled out into the sunshine, bought a tent and went on a family adventure. It was glorious. If I can get pictures from my friend, I'll post some to prove it to you. So, I had this blood patch thing done on a Monday, one week before Memorial Day weekend. It went okay, but by midnight that night, I had a migraine, which lasted until Wednesday. Then I got another one right after that one. It was a hard week on John and the girls. Anyway, enough gloom...We were not spry enough to keep our original plans of trekking off to the beach which we were MUCH looking forward to. It was Sunday before we were all well again. (Nat came down with some freakish 24 hour fever). Fortunately, the Lord gave our starving hearts an opportunity and the strength to get out and have some fellowship.

Planning to camp for a night with two children 3 and under is no small thing. Meals and clothes and "roughing it" with toddlers takes incredible foresight. So I knew that I would be forgetting something important simply by the fact that we had decided to go camping at 1pm and we were to be at the campsite at 4. We still didn't have a tent. I comforted myself with the fact that we were going with 2 other families, and there was a house on the land, and that I was only 5 miles from home. It was well worth it. I set my expectations low. No baking, no cooking--we ate out of boxes and brought tons of baby wipes. I forgot the camera. I also forgot, or perhaps did not know, that 50 degrees at night feels like 30 degrees. I thought I was going to freeze to death. I did not bring enough blankets. The children slept in a separate tent--amazingly they slept through the frigid night. I did not sleep a wink: I was wide awake, teeth chattering, with a coat on, curled into a ball wedged as far under John as I could get, with a toboggan on thinking what a horrible mother I was that I would not get up and hold my frigid children through the night and keep them from being cold. Then I remembered that if I tried to hold them, they would wake up and climb all over me and out from under the covers and cry and fuss the whole night and would not be warm anyway because they could not be still and sleep with me holding them--they have been trained to sleep alone. It did not occur to me to get them up and go home, or to put them in the car and run the heater. It did not occur to me to take them into the house that our friends had left open for us. I am glad that these thoughts never crossed my mind. I would have rejected them, I think. This would not be camping. My next thought was wondering if my bones and muscles would even cooperate to uncurl and let me get up to check on them. A better thought was to rib John and plead with him to go check on them. He was merciful, and in an act of self sacrifice jumped up to peek in on them. They were fine. In the morning, I think around 5:50, we heard the children wake up, and John delivered them to me. Into our tent they came--I stuffed them under our blankets, on top of our air mattress, happy that they were not blue and stiff. I had faintly hoped that they would curl up and we could snuggle and rest for a while, but they would only giggle and grope around in the covers and bounce on the mattress. So after 15 minutes, we dragged out of the tent to see what progress Daddy had made with the fire.
You may be thinking, "where is the glorious part?" Outside. Just being outside and doing everything outside is so splendid. The night before, Natalie wore herself out with the other children running around and playing. We built a bonfire and roasted marshmallows, and made s'mores. Natalie's face was covered in chocolate and marshmallows--a beautiful sight. It was then that I remembered that I had left the camera at home. She was so happy and sticky. The fire made everything smell smoky. The next day, even our pack and play smelled smoky. I love that smell. Olivia did quite well as our tiniest adventurer. She toddled around the pack and play mostly. She is a self-feeder finally, so she was a cute picture in the morning next to the fire plucking bananas and cheerios up in her high chair (we have a portable one). I asked Natalie what her favorite part of the camping trip was, and she said "the mountain!" There was a giant pile of dirt there that the kids scaled off and on. After we got home, she had a big chunk of dirt in her hair that I had to scrub out. I've never had such a tired and happy child. It was good times. We'll do it again.

My Head

Well if you've seen me this month, you might have a headache from listening to me talk about my headaches. This month has been a high roller compared to the last 4: three migraines so far since May 2!! Anyway, they all had a direct cause: #1 was triggered by trying to come off of preventive meds (went right back on those). #2 was right after having a blood patch. #3 was right after #2, just for good measure. "Wait a minute," you say, "I thought I was at a family's blog site, not a migraine support group." My head has infiltrated everything--that's why the blogging has been low this month. Just thought I'd let you know. "How's your head" is not a simple question anymore. The good news: I think the patch worked. I don't know how that will affect the migraines--these are kind of apples and oranges as far as headaches go, but the spinal headaches are gone. So maybe the migraines won't be as severe. We'll see. I'm seeing another neurologist next month and I'll pick his brain (heh) about timing of trying to come off of prevention. Things to be happy about:
1. I'm on preventive meds, so no migraines
2. It's summer
3. I'm not pregnant

Alternatively, I would list "I'm pregnant" on #3 if it were true, because that would be a reason to be happy, but it's not true, and right now I'm happy that I'm thin (relatively speaking) and it's summer, and I don't have migraines. Hope you are happy too. Or at least content.

Monday, May 5, 2008

Nat's Words of Wisdom

Natalie says funny things every day. I've started writing them down. Here are some good ones:

"Fish don't live in candles." Go figure. I have no idea about that one.

"Horses don't eat chicken nuggets."

At bedtime last night, I overheard this from Natalie as John was trying to put her to bed:
"Let's not go to bed. Where are we going? How about the beach? Let's go to the beach! You want to go to the beach? Yeah, we can go to the beach."

Sweet little monkey. It's better if you can see her giant eyes and her matter-of-fact expression.

Be Better

So, if you've visited the blog before, you may have noticed that I'm a bit sluggish to update posts. I confess, I'm not a whiz with computers, and mine frequently does not cooperate. Hopefully I've spent enough time on it in the last couple of weeks to make my posting a bit smoother and more frequent. Maybe one day I'll even DEVELOP some pictures. There's been a little grumbling about that...

Good Times

Friends were over to play for a day--we love Mr. Rogers. Here's the happy bunch of contented viewers. Even little Asher is still for a few minutes for the land of Make Believe.

Nothing like a good book to help you get to sleep. Sometimes you're just tired.

We went to Grandma Clayton's for the afternoon for her birthday. She looks happy with her arms full of grandchildren!

Is there anything sweeter than a grandma with a baby? Olivia and Grandma make each other's day.

Uncle Darryl settles in for story time with Natalie. That's a good time.

Olivia-keet




She's 9 months old, and already in 12-18 mo. clothes! Little busy bee--she's been crawling for some time: I'll work on getting a better video of her to post. Also pulling up and cruising within the last few weeks. We've been calling her Olivia-keet lately (we nickname our children relentlessly)--she sounds like a parakeet playing in her crib. Her little squeak is especially high when she sees Ladybug and Natalie.

Thursday, May 1, 2008

3 Years Old


Our sweet Natalie is 3 today--gush. What a wonderful blessing you are, my dear. I hope your birthday is happy and all your life is filled with the joy of the Lord. Today we are going to the park for a picnic dinner with daddy and presents. What a lovely day to celebrate a lovely girl.
Love,
Mommy and Daddy

Sunday, March 9, 2008

Striped Candy




Well isn't it obvious--she's so sweet we could snack on her! Olivia Pearl in all her cuteness before bedtime. Incidentally, she is cutting her first two teeth. They started poking through on Thursday (3/6). We couldn't figure out why she was such a cranky-pants. She doesn't really gnaw on anything, but she does suck her thumb more (great!) and her nose is drippy (charming).

Thursday, March 6, 2008

Little Mama

Natalie loves to mother Olivia right alongside me. This scenario doesn't quite qualify as mothering I guess. Right now I'm working on highchair manners with Olivia. Olivia frequently becomes a grumpy-pants during meals and so she hears "no fuss" a lot while I'm feeding her. From across the house this morning I heard Natalie saying "no fuss Oleva, no fuss!" She said it a couple more times before I got around the corner to see what was going on. Natalie had a big plastic toy and was working on wedging it in Olivia's mouth and saying "no fuss" all the while. Olivia complied better with that than she does with her bananas.

Thursday, February 21, 2008

Sharing


Today, while I was vacuuming, the girls were in their room. Olivia was in her crib with one stuffed animal to amuse her. Natalie was playing with something else I thought. Then I heard squeals of delight coming from the monitor. Natalie had graciously "shared" many more toys with Olivia. The crib was full. The most amusing, however, was Olivia's new cowboy hat. I think that was the source of squealing--Olivia turning her head back and forth with a giant cowboy hat on was too much to behold with a straight face.

Grandma Jean


This is an old "little people" person I used to have. It has been floating around in my desk drawers and junk drawers and sock drawers since I was little. It's the only one I have left. I used to have weebles too, but alas, they have all vanished. I used to have a school bus full of little people, and doubtless, this one kept them all in check. I gave her to Natalie to play with several months ago. She's been swimming around in the toy box with sunglasses, pinwheels, Mr. Potato Head, blocks, dolls, and who knows what else. I looked over today and Natalie was holding her. Giving her a big kiss she loudly exclaimed, "goodnight Grandma Jean, have sweet dreams and good nap!" and tossed her into the toy box.

Old Pics


Christmas Day. Natalie is 2 1/2, Olivia is 5 mo. old.

Olivia at 4 months--little baby happy pants.

Natalie, Olivia, and Mommy at the end of a parade of little people and toys. It was a grand parade!

Olivia at 6 months.

Old Pics


Natalie and Daddy at the fair

Natalie and Charlotte at the fair

Natalie trying to hold Olivia for a Christmas pic. That didn't really work out so well...


mmm..making a gingerbread house with mommy for Christmas.

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

Smiley Face



Sweet little sleepyhead ( :

At 5 weeks, Olivia started cheesing for us! Great big gummy smiles--gee we're just silly over her she's such a charmer...

Olivia at 3 weeks




Still, so far, so good--we keep waiting for her to wake up and cry all night and day, but it hasn't happened yet! I'm having to wake her up every 4 hours for feedings at night--she'd sleep her way to starvation if we let her...

Natalie is a great big sister: she loves to throw away diapers and fetch the passy. We have to keep an eye on those little hands fiddling around in the crib. The baby is irresistable to her!